MENY
I started a new chapter in my life about six months ago. I remember being so nervous walking through the doors to have my first day at my first office job.
After I had worked there for a few of weeks I got comfortable enough to do what most single people l do, scan all the room I walk in just to see if there was anyone there that I thought was attractive. there was one guy and the first thing I thought was that either he wasn´t single or he was way out of my league
now about 4 months later I am going on a date with him.
I don´t have the strongest confidence out there so I went out with a friend yesterday and we got me a dress to make me feel a little prettier. I am still so nervous. I have hung out with this guy and his friends before and we get along really well. still I feel like everything can go wrong, but this means everything can go right as well right?
It´s okay to be nervous, it shows that you care about what is going to happen next. It means that you care enough to hope that it will go the way you want it to. but the best thing to do is to relax, be yourself and let everything go in any direction. (yes I am trying to tell myself this more then you guys, gosh I am nervous)
It´s weird, we have been alone before, we went to the cinema not long ago, but still for some reason this feels like it´s more official and out there that we are actually dating and not just being super huggy kissy friends. I know I shouldn´t worry about anything as we both already know that we enjoy each other’s company and we do like each other. I guess it just means more when it´s been over a year ago that I last went on a date.
well hopefully the dress makes me look as good as it made me feel in the dressing room, or that won´t matter as according to my friend boys won´t care about what you´re wearing anyways cause they will just fantasise about how you look with them on the floor..
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