MENY
a person is stronger when he has everything to loose, rather then a person with nothing.
Me, I only have my big dream to loose. I am trying so hard not to give up, but for a on that never usually cry I have been crying alot latley, and that is okay. I have been trough a lot and the things are only getting worse. But I w´t give up. I will take some time to figure out what I should do. There's two plans I can chose from
1 is to keep on going here in london, take it slow, one day at the time, find a new place to stay where ian acually feel like home and then focus on getting back on my feet at the same time as I will take care of my family
2 is that I can go back to Sweden, go to uni, study to become a psycyotrist for 5 years, work some where and save up to go back to london one day. This will then let me be closer to my family dur the hard times.
Right now, I want a bit of both but I cn't have both.
I need to take some time to be for myself and figure out what to do. It's going to be hard, but in the end I know that what ever chose to do, I will have my family and friends on my side, and they will support me no matter what
Just remember, take care of yourself, it's okay to feel like shit sometimes, as long as you snap out of it. Make up your mind on what you want and focus on it. if you need a break, then take it. But never give up!
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