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The hardest thing for me to realise is that all people do not have good in them.
My whole life I have been trying to see the good in people, to still forgive them after the biggest fights and the stupidest mistakes, but today I can see that it doesn’t get you anywhere. Don’t get me wrong I will try and see the best in people and not judge anyone and help as much as I can.
Yesterday I had a phone call, a phone call that I had been waiting for over a month for, and I thought that the person in question would have changed and actually would start treat me like a human being, but oh my gosh were I wrong.
Now it is fine, cause after a lot of long messages from a close friend of mine I know that it is not my fault that he is the way he is to me, it’s because I was the only person that confronted him with his problems, and he will not admit that he has any. Not to go into too much detail but at least I know that at the end of the day I did what I could, he decided to break up with me and kick me out instead of taking the help and today I am the one doing better.
I hope that one day he will wake up and admit that something in his life needs to change.
As for me, I will do what I have done for the past 10 years, keep on going through tough times, keep on smiling and wait for the good times when I get a break to start.
Cheers!
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